SHAFIQAHHHHHHH

2010-06-10T22:57:00.002-07:00

Everything that i say affect you.

Everything that i do affect you.

What that doesnt affect you?

I tried to be strong but something held me back.

I tried to move on but there's always an obstacle that stops me.

I gotta do what i think is right for me.

I aint gonna let that be an excuse.

So i gotta work it out!

S.J

Im tired of it,

i dont know how to tell you,

but i wish i could tell you .

But how?

Oh dear,

Just leave,

im ready:/

2010-06-05T22:06:00.002-07:00

Hey oh Hey!

Mei mei!So cute♥

Miss her truckloads!

So had camp(:

AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I ♥ It to the max!

The best part was 2nd day,in the evening!

Bro & I lie down in the middle of parade ground and talk bout _____^^(secret)

then mel and Sy sing like some mad women!haha!

While talking and looking at the sky,guess what i saw!!!!

I SAW SHOOTING STAR!AWESOME SHITZ!♥

First night slept at 3.30 and then woke up at 5 0.o

1 1/2 hr of sleep was -.-

at 8 went for lesson.during lesson slept!LOL

when i woke up ,look at paper,wow!

the handwriting was like worst than K1 K2 kid uh!

lucky teacher didnt catch!

2nd night only me bro and mel!

when bathing the light suddenly off,wah piang!scare the hell out of me!

Bloody hell!I scream like hell!ps!

camp ended then reached home,zoom to the ____(mel and bro should know)haha

then slept at 7.30 and woke up at 11 the next day!

had loads of fun! xD

bye,

s.j

I have to live in denial,

i hate you,yes i hate you!

no more ♥

2010-05-11T21:48:00.003-07:00

HELLOW!

Heee!

ONE MORE PAPER TO GO AND IM DONE!

Good job!good job!

The next thing is........

jeng jeng jeng!

RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im ready to get sucky results!

I deserve it lah!
Whatever the results is............

i shall accept(:

Regrets.

Hopeless.

Damn It.

Should have study but,its velly okay!

Lesson learn!

S.J (:

PS:been doing loads of social interview on FB!Quizzes!Likings!hahaLOL!

i miss you.
i miss talking to you.
i miss your care.
i miss your concern.
i miss talking crap with you.
i miss those time when you were there for me.
i miss your presence.
i tried to forget you but,
i cant run away from the fact that i need you.
shall wait.

2010-05-09T23:24:00.004-07:00

No matter how much i tried to forget you,i just cant.

I'm still thinking bout you even when i didnt text you.

Girls like it when guy text them first.

Smiling just because you're thinking bout someone special.

The best feeling in the world is;when you like that person,the person likes you back.

I like you but i cant have you......

i wish i know whats your feelings towards me.....

I wish i know what your heart wants~
Love ya,

S.J

2010-05-06T22:05:00.002-07:00

6th May 2010: Marche,Neo,TCC!

on thurs(6th may) went out after sch!

ate Marche!so aweesomeeeee!Then went to take Neo(: FunFun!

After went TCC to have drink(: Sulaiman Shah's Treat(: TY!Marche sis treat!

Thanks!Love ya(:Didnt study for chem.In fact,for all the papers!Reach home at 10:30pm!

Slack slack till 1 and sleep!took loads of photo!Uploaded at FB(:
ps:Since i have FB,I spent so much time on Com:(

velly baddddddd!

5th june:MARCHE!!!!!!!!!!! Fara & Nad!Fifie?Marche?????

Anyone going Pitbull?^^

Love Ya,

S.J

2010-04-22T02:35:00.003-07:00

Hey oh hey,

busy busy busy!

exams are coming!

hurry over!!

so stress eventhough didnt even study!

haiz,so far only went out but didnt study.

everytime finish sch,go home and zzZzZzzZz!

never revise!haiyo.

FAIL!

failed to plan=plan to fail!

got loads of stuff to do and its not important.

GRACE CONCERT:

Grace concert was ouhkay.Went on the sat evening.So at 4:30 met fifie,nad,marx & asy at BB mrt station.then watch KK.Then waited for dal,so early uh.6:40 then reach-.- reached at 7 on the dot.heng,they delayed it a while.then watch grace concert by all the grace ppl,duh.then end ard 9 plus.headed to town with nett,fifie,asy,nad,marx,aisha,jordan,haziq,hafiq, wan and den(sorry uh kalau salah sp)super sick,ate 2 panadol oso didnt work.thx nett and fifie,took care of me^^hahas.then went off cine at 11plus to 12am.walked to skate park bus stop and waited for bus.while waiting got something happened.Funneh!heee.Then went Nett's crib.Awesomeee.Went off at 2pm then reached home at ard 3:30plus.then change shoe and off to town and reached homw at 9pm!

Didnt Change clothes for two freaking days!0.o

S.j

2010-04-07T01:42:00.002-07:00

Part of Can't say go-Taio Cruz lyrics:

Sometimes when we fight i think maybe i
Should just let you leave and push you out of my life
But i don't decide 'cause i know that i
Just can't survive without you
And i know inside i never let you go
'cause i'm sure you're the one
Even through the rain it's clear that you're the one i want
And no matter how we fuss and fight girl
You should always know i just can't stop loving you
To see through the night you are my light
So even when we fight i know it's going to be alright
You have my soul i'm just letting you know
That's why i can't say go
(that's why i can't say go)
Why i can't say go
(that's why i can't say go)
Why i can't say go
(that's why i can't say go)
Why i can't say go
(that's why i can't say go)
That's why i can't say go
I said "that's why i can't say go"
(Credit:kovideo.net)

Signing off,
S.J

2010-04-07T00:42:00.002-07:00

Game over.

Its time for me to spent my time with myself.

Its time for me to know myself better,

Its time for me to get on with my normal life.

Its time for me to get back to reality.

Its time for me to wake up.

Its time for me to be with you.

Its time for me to stop all this.

Its time for me to fight for my rights.

Its time for me to burn all disgusting memories.

Its time for me to hate you.

Its time for me to love you.

Its time for me to be myself.

Its time...

Bye,

s.j

you are the reason for everything that happened,

you gave me the strength.

you gave me courage.

you gave me the mentality to be strong.

but,all that happened last time.

i need those time back.

i gotta be stronger without you.

much much more stronger.

i didnt get the chance to thank you.

Thanks my friend.

2010-03-23T05:58:00.002-07:00

Dont you think she's cute?

Guess what,thats me when i was errm 18months.Yupyup.

HAHAHA.perasan betol.

nah, its not me.im not that cute when i was 18months.i was indeed CUTER!

;) Ahhh.She's meimei!Miss her truck loads.

She's so cute huh.How i wish my daughet would be that cute.

I mean,my future daughter(:heh.

Hiazzzz.i dont think im ready for any major exams.

Can someone sit by my side and guide me?HAH!(Tak tau malu)

I guess im some dumb ass who will do things if only im guided.

And yup,my eng.hancur babe!

i need someone who had gone through that major exam to guide me.

Who will it be?i wonder wonder who.

And yes,ahh can stand ppl with no life:/

pls lah get a life lah.Aiyoh,dont disturb ppl can.

ah,time to SLEEP!

JIayousssssss,

BYE!

S,J

i miss you.

i miss talking to you.

i miss your care.

i miss your concern.

i miss talking crap with you.

i miss those time when you were there for me.

i miss your presence.

i tried to forget you but,

i cant run away from the fact that i need you.

shall wait.

2010-03-20T03:51:00.002-07:00

Yeap,yeap yeap.Its been so long since i've blog.Busy busy busy with stuff-.-

Arggghh,so tense.Pissed.Irritated.Sad.Disappointed.Stressed.Problems strike.

If i have an imaginary friend,wouldnt it be nice?i can talk to him/her.i wanna say my problems out.but to who??you?haizzz.

no mood to blog.Die lahhh.

Bye,

S.J

Aku punya teman
Teman sepermainan
Dia memang manis
Dan juga baik hati
Dan dia slalu ada waktu
Untuk membantuku
Namun aku bingung
Ketika dia bilang cinta
Dan dia juga katakan
Tuk ingin jadi kekasihku
Cukuplah saja berteman denganku
Janganlah kau meminta lebih
Kutak mungkin mencintaimu
Aku memang suka pada dirimu
Lebih baik kita berteman
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra

2010-02-13T05:03:00.002-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!<3

HEE!V'day is coming,people get LOVED.

Oh Well.Everyone need love.You need,I need,She need,He need,We need.

I hope that those celebrating it have fun with yourlove ones(:

as for me,heh heh heh!hoho,i dont have a valentine:(Sedih pa.HAHA

Still single,dont need

Valentine.Sorry marx,nett,nad and whoever that is,

i cant be with you people:(

So yup yup,have fun yea people.

BYE,

S.J<3

i gave you love,all you gave me was pretend;

OH well

2010-02-13T04:35:00.003-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

GONG XI FA CAI(:

Hey oh hey!

OMG!its been like months since i blog,sorry uh,my english gonna be crappy(:

I dont know what happen to my BASIC language,its hell!

Melayu ku dan ingeris ku(:saya tak tahu spell english uh(:

Nothing really interesting happen.Studies going down,oh hell!

Didnt revise my work,habit of revising my work died.

Lately got a lot of test and its hell.i swear its a killer but its okay.

will try my best to do my best(:

Oh ya,im so proud of myself cos i got full marks for physic test!baik kapa!

heee.hah,kay not trying to show of or what so ever.

for the rest of my test,hehehe,CMI.

anyone wanna tutor me?^^heh,can spent time with me too(:haha ego!

yup,and im fine(:

bye,

s.j

i miss you,yes i do.

people change,you change too;

you are not the _____ that i know.

Why must you go

No matter what,i'll always remember you

Since that day,everything i do or see,reminds me of you

I cant hide those tears

I pray that god will always help,guide and protect you

please,watch over us and protect us

2010-01-17T01:27:00.003-08:00

Hey there,

its been ages since i blog-.-wont really blog cos of sch so yea(:

So far sch was okay uh,got to really study real hard!

Gotta ace it!Anyone wanna have study date with me?Still got vacancy^^HAHAH!

I got to study like everyday!So far,did a good start,thank god!Did revision on math like everyday,tryna fall in love with it and never get bored.Then malay,hell yeah!Read a few cerpen!Not bad,some story are interesting!Now reading cerpen from Dunearn sec,heard that their mly are good.So far read only one cerpen from that sch,its good.Im trying to revise every sub everyday!I know i can cope!yep,i can!C.Humans is a killer(i gave up on that).Eng,errr forget it!Sci,trying to fall in love with it too.

So yea,Sch great,yep its great!

Bye,

Love,S.J

PS:Im in Love with jiwang song xDHEHEHE!Nice song!

~~Katakan katakan kau sungguh sungguh,~~

~~hanya adaku di dalam hatimu.~~

~~Katakan katakan kau cinta aku,~~

~~untuk selamanya,kau jadi milikku.~~

~~I dont wanna lose you,~~

~~yes i wanna hold you.~~

~~I dont wanna make you,~~

~~make you sad or make you cry.......~~

~~See,jiwang song moved me xD~~

~~I hope your love wont fade away even if i say NO.~~

~~Stay that way yea...~~

I'll wait for your call everyday

2010-01-09T04:02:00.003-08:00

CAMP & SCHOOL

Hey!HI!

Kay,sorry didnt update for super long.

Lazy update uh and busy too(:

First day of sch ok uh.Got sec one orientation to follow so yea.

I didnt have time with friends.Sedih pe.Sec ones was okay uh.

I didnt give my very best for the orientation and didnt do my job as facil(:

Instead of making them hyper and watsoever,i just stand/sit and didnt give a damn!

Like seriously,my other facils is like sec 4 express and sec 2 PrefectsInTraining(PIT)

And im like one stone there,not knowing anyone.Great uh!Wat a world to live in.

Lucky sec two PIT was like great.So talked to them most of the time(:

I showed my attitude to them.VADEVA!*roll eyes*

1E5 the best class!whoooohoooo!best hor!

Proud of you ppl!My ding-dong-ers group!

Sec 4 camp

This camp was great.Motivational and all uh.

Cried like one kind.hohoho.unglam pe.

This camp make me realise how much my parents love me(:

I LOVE YOU TOO MOMMY AND DAD(:

ADAM KHOO's talk was great.And yahahaha,Danny:best trainer!

you're the booomz(:you woke me up yea!

and ya i wont forget this:

12secs,say this 30 words in order:

Statue

encyclopedia(i dont know the sp uh.paiseh)

crown

hyperbola

janitor

umbrella

florine

oak tree

photosynthesis

banana

fan

hair

glucose

policemen

zoo

handphone

japan

management

lungs

parameswara(pardon me dunno sp)

bun

shoe

tree

doors

hives

sticks

heaven

gate

wine

hen(:

try it out.My best timing:15secs!:(tryna win me?^^

it was great.i really had fun CRYING!HOHOHO.eyes swollen:(

kay,lazy blog.

ps:i wont be blogging for some time yea(:

bye,

loveeee

S.J

~~hey,its been so long since we.again:(~~

~~i tryna not to think bout it.~~

~~Im trying.Dont get hurt(:~~

~~I miss you,yes i admit it.~~

~~But i'll be strong and try my best to _____.~~

~~Good luck for your ____.~~

~~i'll pray for you.~~

~~i want you to get what you want yea.~~

~~You've work hard for it.~~

~~i believe you get it.~~

~~Dont worry,watever the outcome is.~~

~~Just remember,you did your best.no regrets.~~

~~Dont ever regret in whatever you're doing kay.~~

~~Go for it and grab as much as you can(:~~

~~You can do it!~~

~~ILY~~

NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T18:56:00.007-08:00

NEW YEAR!

Firstly,sorry Nett,Marx And Fifie.I couldn't be with you ppl for new year:(

Instead i celebrate it with parents,sis and sis's friends(:

I had loadsssa fun(:YAY!first year celebrate new year outside i guess0.o

Went clarke quay(:wheee fun fun!

Got loads of ppl,it was like damn crowded.I can hardly walk-.-

Feet pain,wore heels(:I guess i look older than my sis-.-

Really had fun with sis,sis's friends(they're great)&all.

YEAH!reached home at 3.30am.Walk like siao!Heels a killer!

Kay,im kinda lazy to blog so i posted a few pictures(:

MORE PICTURES ON SIS'S FB!Go see FB better.

Im lazy to upload pictures-.-got too much pictures.So sis's fb got all pics(:

So here you go yea(:

Me&Sis

Virgin Mojito(sorry if wrong sp)

Kay,bye,

S.J

2009-12-28T01:58:00.002-08:00

HEEEEEEE!I LIKE HER.SO preeeeettttttyyyy^^The so is nice too(:got mix indon and english.i wanna watch OHBABY! eventhough its kinda long time ago show but yea,who cares(:Nowadays,i just feel like listening quite old songs like by Taio Cruz-Can't say go,Like a star.Wali-Cari Jodoh!And a lot more.wheeeeeeeee.just feel like listening to songsssss(:it calms me and free me from problemssssssss(:yeah!!!!JO AND MEL,where's my letter uh???i want letter(eeeyer,sound so ego:bleh,vadeva*roll eyes*)!!!

I wanna eat too(:HAHAHAH!!!no,cheshhhhh gain weight-.-

bye,

S.J

2009-12-27T00:16:00.002-08:00

24th Dec: Christmas Eve

Was at home and slack all day.Then due to some changes,didnt go out with family.

So decided to go to Dal's C.E party^^vSo get ready and meet Fifie at CCK and zoomed to

Jurong East.And we were late but early.geddit?cos i dont geddit.Then bus-ed there and had to walk there cos yeah,we stop two stops before,pandai pe.Then reached.First went kitchen and talk and drink.Then,went to the room,again talk and yea take picture(thats what every girl would do for every party i guess,take pictures!)then went out and the music was like blasting.Then walk to the 'dance floor' and duh,dance lah.That was the first time we really shake and dance uhh.HAHAH!nett and i got our dance move^^addictive dance move HAHAHAH!

marx really good at dancing,dah season uh tu.jk.Yupp,had loads of fun.awesomeeee!Went home at 10pm,took 188.wait for it like there's no tmr!reach home 10:45.So much for going home before 10pm uh Shafiqah.Told parent WILL REACH BEFORE TEN,BUT END UP....so dont take my words in terms of curfew yea;)

25th Dec:Christmas

Hell yea!went out with dads friends family(:

went to some cafe to meet them.the whole cafe is like ours sia.make so much noise and wet the place.HAHAHAH!playing with his daughter which was 5 years old i guess.i feel like some kiddo playing with the water gun.shooting here and there.oh gawddd,how childish i can get.Its okay,everyone had their childish moments right.then went to his place and sit by the pool while

his three daughters swim and again play with the water gun-.-childish moments again.then the mommies went to buy chips and drinks.so after quite sometime then they reach.is S'pore that big??0.o so sat and had chips and drinksss^^ till about 10plus then zoomed home and went 711 and bought my yummayyy seaweed(:

thats all.lazy blog bout sat and sun!

Bye,

S.J

hey there.

dont worry.

told you,i promise i will yea(:

if you're willing to wait.

maybe you're just too good for me.

i dont deserve you.

i want you to wait and i'll be there(:

2009-12-18T17:28:00.002-08:00

Hey yawws,

On Fri had truckloads of fun(:

Went to several places for entertaiment i shall say.

We(Jo,Wt,Val&of course me) basically touring around S'pore.

From one side to the other.Actually nah,only went to east side,JOKE.

*sidetrack*

When are we going to the West side??!!
*back*

So first we went Bugis for SEOUL!Ahh so nice(:

I was unlucky to sit beside Jo cos yea you know.

I was also unlucky to sit opposite WT,cos she and her digusting experiment.

So had curry chicken!DUH!awesomeness(:

I cant never get over that curry chicken!i swear!

We ate quite a lot but not so much.geddit?

Then after had fried stuff,ICE KACANG!

Ice kacang nice,of course cos i make one(:

I only put ice and the syrup.No jelly or watsoever.eeyer the jelly not nice.

Then this smarty pants JOANNE!put so much of syrup or milk,idk lah,until

it fills to the brim and spilled.-.-

Paiseh sia.

Then after seoul-ed,headed to Pasir Ris.

I gurantee you,we polluted the train with our awesome BBQ kind of smell.

So when we board the train.I didnt go to the rear,just stood near the door.

Wt and Val being inconsiderate,stand nearly in the center of the 'cabin'.

At least Jo and i stand near the door,only pollute the small area.

Wt and val go all the way in to make the whole train smell.Haha!

Then reached PR,and took bus to downtown east and cycle(thx mortal)(:

At first the bicycle was low and we exchange for the higher one.

Can see that the person was kinda pissed.who cares!*roll eyes*

Customers always right hor!

kay vadeva!

Then cycle for two hours.

take pictures(:

So nice,of course cos got me in the pic.*ego*

Oh ya then we pass this stable(:

ahhhh miss those moments.

I wanna go riding(:

Miss the atmosphere and the smell.

Wt&Jo,Next time shall go riding kayy.

Anyone with me?^^go riding,yeahh.

Then off to home.

In the train,somebody mention about buying letter pads.

Thanks ah.My ezlink die liao!

So went Dhobby G. and shop there(:

I had a lot of things to buy,just waiting for time and kacing!

Then 190-ed home!

Reached home at 8,still early lah sey.

Ring the door,knock the door,give greetings a few times.

No one open the door-.-i waited outside my house for like 3mins

Then decided to call sis and she's IN the friggin house.smart ah.

Make me wait for nothing.The door bell not loud meh-.-DOTS!

I guess i've talked a lot,so bye(:

S.J

If the card say so,then i'll be worried.

i thought it will only be for a while but when will it last?

She's fine but im not.

If that's what you want,i will try giving you but i cant promise.

Just to fill that moment,i'll try.but it wont be me.

Im trying to endure.

im sure you're enduring too.

We shall endure.

its either you make the move or i make the move.

i dont want to make the move.i dont want them to think ___________.

I didnt mean to let you down but like i've said,dont rush yea.

I have to finish what i wanted to finish alone.

I appreciate your help but i want to do this alone.

Let us just be (:

i still got __ more years and im done.

i promise i'll be back.i wont choke back on the words.

2009-12-16T18:34:00.002-08:00

Song:Taio Cruz(: (this song old but nice^^)

Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I
Should just let you leave and push you out of my life
But I don't decide, cause I know that I
Just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear, your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight girl, you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH)
I said that's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH, UH OH)
Baby I've tried, to tell you goodbye
One look from your eyes and those dum toughts say goodbye
It's foolish to try, when I know that I
I just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear that your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight, girl you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go (UH OH)
To see through the night, you are my light
So even when we fight I know it's going to be alright
You have my soul, I'm just letting you know

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
I said that's why I can't say go Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I
Should just let you leave and push you out of my life
But I don't decide, cause I know that I
Just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear, your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight girl, you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH)
I said that's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH, UH OH)
Baby I've tried, to tell you goodbye
One look from your eyes and those dum toughts say goodbye
It's foolish to try, when I know that I
I just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear that your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight, girl you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go (UH OH)
To see through the night, you are my light
So even when we fight I know it's going to be alright
You have my soul, I'm just letting you know

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
I said that's why I can't say go

Bye,
S.J

I never had thought badly about you.

Your actions push me to do so.

Its of no use saying that if things were done.

Whats done,cannot be undone.

If only they know whats happening and...

if only you did what you're suppose to do.

This wont happen.

Misunderstanding may lead to losing trust in us.

I couldn't believe that you actually did that.

How selfish can you be?

Bye,I cant promise that.

2009-12-14T20:32:00.002-08:00

heyy yaww,im back(:

kinda lazy to blog but after blog hopping here and there,

it inspired me to blog.chey chey^^

So..d(jo's pronouce)on mon went sch and you know what,

I DID MY WORK YOU ARSE!

in any case you think im not doing my work because i listen to music,

you got it all wrong.you mean we cannot listen to music when we do work?

who bloody shit say that.

excuse me,i multi-task hor!

i listen to music and DO MY WORK!

unlike you,cannot multi-task.stupid what!

dont make assumptions if you didnt check.

dont think we never dedicate to our job.

dont think we didnt do work!

dont you dare think that way!

Beyond those laughter,we did something!

Dont ask her,ask us!

we know what we're doing,she doesn't.

You dont know whats happening,so shut the fuck up!

AHHH!

bye,

S.J

hey you over there,

dont act angelic hor.

afterall you are like some shit!

useless freak.

what friends are for?

for you to laugh at when we not in the wrong?

you only think about yourself.

remember what you say to us.

recall your shitty memory.

dont touch first,so thats y we didnt help you!

still got the guts to say that!

LOSER FREAK!

2009-12-12T19:25:00.003-08:00

Im back(:

Now im a bit too lazy to blog
This blog is dead(:

How to retrieve the alive-ness?

Can someone tell me?

Its gonna be dang short post,real short.

So far,Life's great.

I learn a lot of thing.Thanks to everyone,esp comm(:

I learn how to be who im suppose to be.Thanks to comm(:

I learn how to cope with problems.Thanks to you(:

I learn how to be more friendly.Thanks to val(:

I learn how to be independent.Thanks to RC,esp comm &...(:

The most important thing is i learn how to be myself.

YAY!im trying to be near to perfect eventhough nothing is perfect!

I just realise im talking shit!great uh.

Till here(: (told you,its gonna be short).

Bye,

S.J

heyy(:

i just want to let you know that whatever it is,

dont be afraid cos you are not alone.

I respect it,i really do.

Its all up to you to choose,both is good for you.

Just remember what i said,

The choice is your,but the diff is,

what choice you make.

Everything has its consequences.

All you have to do is,bear with it.

Take the pain.

No matter what,just dont give up.

Have faith in us(:

Its been 4 days since we talked.

I hope you're fine.

Just to let you know that the desicion that

i make doesn't mean i dont ___ you.

Its all about time.

I'll be back,i promise i will.

But i hope you dont have too much hope in me.

I dont wanna hurt,neither do i wanna leave you.

Everything's gonna be fine.Im sure(:

The lyrics

2009-12-10T02:56:00.002-08:00

The lyrics is/are meaningfull.Just to let you know that im always there for you yea(:

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Bye,
S.J

Starting a new...

2009-12-10T01:34:00.000-08:00

Hey,
I've decided to blog because,life's getting real bored without blogging(:
So here i am,BLOGGING YAY!*clapclap*
Kay,im getting real pissed with this blog thing.
I should have deleted my old blog.Pandai pe.
Lemmi figure it out then i'll do a proper post yea(:
Bye