Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Hey im back!

So hols started but doesn't feel like it started.

Have loads of stuff to do.

Problem occurs but never ever die.

How i wish all the problem died.

I am strong!

Yes i know i am!

No matter what happen,

it wont break friendship ties or any other ties.

I must be stronger than before.

How to handle all this,

it takes two hands to clap.

Both parties have to understand each other

and stop ditching/bitching about one another.

Problem wont occur if no one start it.

I will try to make things better.

As for both of you,

just stop acting nicely in front of each other

but later,start to bitch about one another.

Sooner or later,you guys will have to face each other.

So get over it yo!

Its not like the worlds gonna end when both of you are in good terms.

(Tamara's quote)"Deep down in your heart,i know there's a place where,

both of you can sit and peace talk with each other."

i guess that would make things better.

But it's all up to both of you uh.

And not forgetting the 'bystanders',no use adding salt to the wound.

Try help not to make things worst yea?

S.J(:

Hey over there what's your name

Are you for real

Is this a game

You start to smile and i do the same

I look away but you remain

Your eyes staring back at me,

my heart stars to skip a beat

i pray that you'll never know

I've fallen and you look in my eyes

what we could have been, 3:40 PM.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Dear _______,

I know they wanna come and separate us

but they can't do us nothin

Your the one I want and I'm a continue lovin

And I'm a always be there for you no one knows,

the things we've been through

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring

And ain't no one I can compare you to

And I know that you will never

walk away from me no matter what

And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you

I know we haven't spoken for a while

But I was thinkin bout you

And it kinda made me smile

So many things to say

And I'll put em in a letter

Thought it might be easier

The words might come out better

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried

To get you out my mind

But it don't get no better

As each day goes by

And I'm lost and confused

I've got nothin to lose

Hope to hear from you soon

Love,

S.J

P.S. I'm still not over you

Labels: i can be letter writer

what we could have been, 4:46 AM.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Hey,im back((:

Sorry for not blogging for quite some time.

Busy with stuffs.

So here are the pictures during Hari raya with friends &

Mrs Loh's Wedding((:

Everyone look so pretty!

Labels: Party All Night

what we could have been, 11:04 PM.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Dear xxxxxxxx,

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility

I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me

So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done

And things that have not occurred yet

And the things they don't want to take responsibility for.

I understand that there are some problems

And I am not too blind to know

All the pain you kept inside you

Even though you might not show

If I can apologize for being wrong

Then it's just a shame on me

I'll be the reason for your pain and

you can put the blame on me

Even though the blame's on you

I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me

I'm not a perfect person

As many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

Love,

S.J

what we could have been, 8:06 PM.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Heyheyhey!

Its me its not YOU ~~BITCH!~~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS(:

thx to those who wish me:

fifie

Nad

Kak Dilah

Michele ma'am

Aman Susu

Those who wish me!sorrehh i cant rmb.

STM luhhh..pardon me.

I lazy type what happen for raya but its fun.

and the saddest thing is:On the 2nd day,i can't go out unless i do my hmwk!

not only that,both my sis go out eh.not fair.but neh mind.

I didnt go out still get kacing^^.

Then on the 2nd day too,i went KTV party world!shiok man!!

so expensive lor.3 people for $74 eh.heart pain man!!but im not the one who pay.

Thx to my cousins!Then reach clementi at 6.30p.m.

then sing for 4 hrs.then home-d at 11p.m(:bathe then sleep at 12a.m!

sleep for only 5 hrs eh.panda eyes man.but im still and forever pretty^^

i know you can see this but i dont care.

Highlight and see lor.Its meant for you,yes you!

did you even care to know why im like dat?did you?

all you know is to tell me to ________ and thats all.

but didyou care to know y im like that?seriously,did you?!

if only you know and think about it.then you know itS your BLOODY FUCKING FAULT YOU BLOODY FUCKING BITCH!PLS LAH!STOP THINKING THAT EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE

IS ALL ABOUT LAUGHTER AND NO ANGER OR PISSED!people get piss.im sure you do.

and now im pissed with you,fucking bitch!i had enough.you've taken too much from me.

you ruled me.i try to do it but what if i cant.you want to force me?try uh if u dare.

s.j(:

what we could have been, 4:06 AM.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009